so yeah............ interesting ......my life is.......... i had this really wierd dream last night........ i was doing a play...last minute........ and it was in an auditorium like the Baughman.....nice place...little bigger than Baughman....sooo yeah....i was with an odd group of people...people from my past, present, and prolly some strangers too... i remember talking to Sean Mason, Sarah Bruce, Danielle, Lyndsey...from my cinderella play............ and people like that..... so i was running around up and down different stair wells to the dressing room , to back stage left, and right, and up and down to the main level of the stage, and i found, Mr. bruce and Mr. Barsuhn ....... all at random times all the while i was looking for my wardrobe for different scenes, and some were misplaces and i was panicing...........i needed a certain dress, Pajamas, and some fancy top for my jeans...wierd...... and as i was running around i also was looking for my script b.c i didnt remember my lines since it was a play i have already done at one point in my life and they needed me NOW to fill in that same part for some one else...hense my running around for costumes....yeah...i didnt get to get to the part of the dream where we all perform....b/c i woke up...but it was very stressful when i woke up and i said....emily, it was a dream...... its ok. but see. theatre has been on my mind a lot lately ..... crazy i know... but see.... its all in God's plans...im wanting to see if i can do a play with danielle here in a couple weeks and maybe this summer i can do a few skits for church or something. i dont know. but please pray that i can make these choices wisely...i still need to focus on school work and i really am run down and DONT want to hehahea! but i must. yeah... other news. .... umm... last night was great at the Jackson Coffee Co. i enjoyed listening to Jen Sygit play her guitar and sing last night. she sang this pretty song by an older woman named Patty something..... umm the song was called Nobody Cryin'....off the album 1000 kisses and the song hit my heart and i fell in love with the song. heres the lyrics...hope you like it.... Nobody Cryin'
Well he jumps in the taxi, headed for the sky
He's off to slay some demon dragonfly
And he looked at me, that long last time
Turned away again and I waved goodbye
In an envelope, inside his coat
Is a chain I wore, around my throat
Along with, a note I wrote
Said ";I love you but, I don't even know why";
But darling, I wish you well
On your way to the wishing well
Swinging off of those gates of hell
But I can tell how hard you're trying
Just have that secret hope
sometimes all we do is cope
Somewhere on the steepest slope
There'll be an endless rope
and nobody crying.
Well a long night turns into a couple long years
Of me walkin' around, around this trail of tears
Where the very loud voices of my own fears
Is ringin' and ringin' in my ears
It says that love is long gone
Every move I make is all wrong
Says you never gave a damn for me
For anything, for anyone
But darling, I wish you well
On your way to the wishing well
Swinging off of those gates of hell
But I can tell how hard you're trying,
Just have that secret hope
Sometimes all we do is cope
Somewhere on the steepest slope there'll be an endless rope
And nobody crying.
May you dream you are dreaming, in a warm soft bed
And may the voices inside you that fill you with dread
Make the sound of thousands of angels instead
Tonight where you might be laying your head
But darling, I wish you well
On your way to the wishing well
Swinging off of those gates of hell
But I can tell how hard you're trying
Just have that secret hope
Sometimes all we do is cope
Somewhere on the steepest slope there'll be an endless rope
And nobody crying.
And nobody crying,
Nobody crying
sooo yeah thats about it......i guess... i suppose i could tell you....all....but word might get out to the wrong people....dont worry, nothing serious...gosh! heha ttyl LOVE EMILY | 
